However, I do not know how to balance my choice of a career with my choice of philosophies. I guess my question is: Do you think it’s worth ruining my future by leaving the service early or should I try to be as active as the military allows and finish my time?
I think I need to feel like I’m a part of the greater whole, the greater picture, and that I’m a part of it in such a way that is wholesome and nutritious for the earth, not hazardous.
I’m just sick of being in a place that lacks respect for what there is. I NEED out.
I am in a unique situation as I have a chance to begin from infancy to teach someone a “new” old idea, and I really don’t want to screw it up.
Could you give some advice on when to begin teaching and how much to teach at a time?